Things are changing at a rapid speed. It's 1 week away from the end of August and I have nothing to show for it. Although, I have spent the last week packing up everything I own. My sister and I are moving. Her to Sandy, Utah and I to Calgary, Alberta. I have mixed emotions about this situation.
For the last 2 years, a young girl has been in my life. Her name is Holland and I have been nannying her. She is a little cutie and so fun to have around. I try to make every day, with her, a special day. We do crafts, see museums, learn new things and a lot of other things. My heart hurts every time I think about leaving her. But I know that I also need to take care of myself.
So it has come down to me moving home and working on ME! Yikes!, that may sound selfish to some. But if you know anything about me you'll know that I haven't done anything for myself at all, most of my adult life. It's time I find out who "Nicole" is, and that scares me to death!
Some questions I have:
How do I start?
What if I don't like what I find?
How do I work on myself without being selfish in the process?
Why couldn't I have done this 15 years ago? Ha ha
Anyway, enough blabbing for one day. 😊
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