I would have to say that today was a GREAT day. Nothing truly exceptional happened today but none the less it was great. I got up, got ready, went to lunch with my mum and 3 aunts. Then I went to my Dr. appointment, ran a couple of errands and went to visit Valena at the Bridal shop. It was nice to see her at her new job and have a great chat with her. I won tickets to the Wine and Cheese festival that they are having here so that will be fun.
Then I went to the fabric store, and home. All in all it was a great, drama free day.
That is all I have to say.
Cheers
Nicole~
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
I can never win!!
Here is goes...
I am trying to start a business. Reasons being, I had a friend who took me for all that I am worth and more and left me in the bottom of the barrel with no money and a huge debt on my shoulders. Going to school has made that debt bigger than I could ever imagine.
My parents have been a huge help with schooling and living that I have been able to get by. My father has given me a job that I can come back to anytime I am in town.
I have been trying effortlessly to make extra money anyway that I can so that I can one day become debt free. So I decided to start a small business. I thought is was a great idea until today when my sister-in-law comes at me with stealing her design. I had no idea it was her design. She had bought it from another lady so I thought that the lady sold them all like that. This is a craft. ANYONE can do it. So why pin the blame and theft on me?
So now I sit, bawling my eyes out because I am a cheat and a thief. Ben has my other stuff and the won't answer my calls, I'm in Canada hoping to have a great time, see my nephew and brother and sister-in-law, and now I feel like curling up in my room and never talking to anyone again.
I can't trust anyone! I have my guard up. I won't say a word anymore. Life as it is in my eyes right now is over!
Why are people so cruel? And why is it that I know them all and they treat me like S H I T!! What have I ever done to you to make you treat me this way. If anything I have been friendly and nice and looked past your faults. But no... I'm the horrible one here. That's right, throw every thing that has gone wrong my way and blame it all on me. GO ON!!! I can take it. I've taken it this long, what's another 50 years of this crap?
If I start acting quiet and uninterested around you... Don't be offended. I just have nothing to say!
I am trying to start a business. Reasons being, I had a friend who took me for all that I am worth and more and left me in the bottom of the barrel with no money and a huge debt on my shoulders. Going to school has made that debt bigger than I could ever imagine.
My parents have been a huge help with schooling and living that I have been able to get by. My father has given me a job that I can come back to anytime I am in town.
I have been trying effortlessly to make extra money anyway that I can so that I can one day become debt free. So I decided to start a small business. I thought is was a great idea until today when my sister-in-law comes at me with stealing her design. I had no idea it was her design. She had bought it from another lady so I thought that the lady sold them all like that. This is a craft. ANYONE can do it. So why pin the blame and theft on me?
So now I sit, bawling my eyes out because I am a cheat and a thief. Ben has my other stuff and the won't answer my calls, I'm in Canada hoping to have a great time, see my nephew and brother and sister-in-law, and now I feel like curling up in my room and never talking to anyone again.
I can't trust anyone! I have my guard up. I won't say a word anymore. Life as it is in my eyes right now is over!
Why are people so cruel? And why is it that I know them all and they treat me like S H I T!! What have I ever done to you to make you treat me this way. If anything I have been friendly and nice and looked past your faults. But no... I'm the horrible one here. That's right, throw every thing that has gone wrong my way and blame it all on me. GO ON!!! I can take it. I've taken it this long, what's another 50 years of this crap?
If I start acting quiet and uninterested around you... Don't be offended. I just have nothing to say!
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Trust VS. Mistrust
I don't understand why there are so many people in this world that are so dishonest. I understand that people need to do things in order to get themselves on their feet and they have to work hard. But they don't need to step on others toes to get there. Hard work and being trustworthy are great ways to get to your goal.
Why do people say things when they mean other things? When I say that I will do something, I am planning on doing it but if I can't I use common courtesy and let them know that I won't be available at that moment. I try to reschedule or make up for it somehow.
Then you have the losers that are wolves dressed in lambs clothing. They treat you so well and are kind and work hard to have a relationship with you. But deep down inside (when they can't hide themselves any longer) the truth finally comes out. They are sketchy, they have bad habits, they are rude and quite mean. They treat you like crap and make you feel as though it is your fault.
Words to live by... Trust no one but yourself!!
I hate losers, liars, sketchy people, and drunks!!! They all deserve to have Karma slap them square in the face.
Why do people say things when they mean other things? When I say that I will do something, I am planning on doing it but if I can't I use common courtesy and let them know that I won't be available at that moment. I try to reschedule or make up for it somehow.
Then you have the losers that are wolves dressed in lambs clothing. They treat you so well and are kind and work hard to have a relationship with you. But deep down inside (when they can't hide themselves any longer) the truth finally comes out. They are sketchy, they have bad habits, they are rude and quite mean. They treat you like crap and make you feel as though it is your fault.
Words to live by... Trust no one but yourself!!
I hate losers, liars, sketchy people, and drunks!!! They all deserve to have Karma slap them square in the face.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Sick and Demented
I just watched a documentary on Jim Jones and the peoples temple in Jonestown... How, What, Why? I am completly confused and bewildered that these people could be stupid enough to believe such a greatly disturned man. Why would someone be so completely evil to take all of these people down with him and then not have enough courage to take himself down? He had to have someone shoot him in the head because he was such a whimp. I feel so sad for all of the people who took it willingly, but my heart hurts for those people who were forced to go in such a harsh way. :-(
Word to the wise... Don't drink anything that you have not made yourself. Also never believe a sketchy man who is clearly demented.
Um... Yeah that is all I have to say.
RIP everyone who died in Jonestown.
Word to the wise... Don't drink anything that you have not made yourself. Also never believe a sketchy man who is clearly demented.
Um... Yeah that is all I have to say.
RIP everyone who died in Jonestown.
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